With the shreds that are left over You couldn't keep it together I'm sorry for Sunday And for letting myself go. The memories will soon stop But I am still filled with regret Just like a bad headache That won't go away. It's 5 A.M. and I've been up all night thinking Abvout Christmas trees and what the future holds. And I can barely hear the radio over the sound of my headache There's a tree down on the road and it's blocking the way. I'm sick of everything and I've got nothing to show for it I've spent more time on the ground than I have on my feet. I'm tired of getting left behind and I can't do a thing about it And I know that when I leave I won't be back.

It's 3:45 A.M. on a Tuesday morning And I am sitting on my bed with a forgotten Star Wars comic book beside me. I spent all of last night replaying our conversations in my head And we talked until the sun came up about our vices and our favorite movies. You told me you didn't know why I liked you and I said someone has to since you surely don't. But at the end of the night I came to the realization that it's just me and my insecurities staring back at me. Wait here while I destroy it Relive it over again Is it okay because I'm dying Is it okay am I alright? I'm stuck with the curse That they call indecision And I know that I'm falling But I don't know which way. Don't trust me with this shit Don't give me responsibility Don't give me any trust I'll just throw it all away I need to get out I need to see the world I need to leave this town Because I'm not wanted anymore.

Look out, but don't waste your time You're running out of energy, you've got to move slowly You turn away. From the pale blue dot A humble beginning You were locked out of heaven From the minute you left home With no human contact Maintaining radio silence You're told you're unimportant But someone's still watching With eyes up to outer space To catch a glimpse Of the great beyond. Do you love the color of the sky wen it rains in the ocean? Do you love the color of the sky? We live on a god-forsaken rock at the edge of the galaxy We may be all alone out there, but we don't let that get us down I there anybody else out there we'll just wait and see File a report with the agency Classify them A to Z in descending relevancy But we still haven't explored the sea You spread yourelf too thin, like the ever-present metaphor of all the paramedics who smoke a pack a day because they are too busy saving the lives of other people to care about saving their own. And if you ever decide that you want to grow old, I hope you'll take a look back on all of the good you did when you were young and realize that, hey, you were a pretty stellar person living in god-awful circumstances. And sometimes it's okay to do the talking, because just sitting there and looking pretty isn't everything. And now it's morning, and you'll just have to wake up and face reality, just like every other day.

I can't do this all on my own I can't do this all on my own My negativity, it's got the best of me I can't do this all on my own I'm no superman One of my friends just got arrested And another one she just dropped out I try so hard to stay on top of things But it feels like I've just bottomed out I lost myself again last April It was a Sunday afternoon I realized that the world was empty It was a sunny afternoon The kind of tired that sleep won't fix I've got a pounding in my head I think I'm gone I'm about to be sick In the backseat of your car I jumped off a high-rise I jumped off a high-rise in my dreams I went for a bike ride I went for a bike ride shouting your name I can't do this all on my own I can't do this all on my own My negativity It's got the best of me I can't do this all on my own.

You told me yesterday that you never cried But when you called me late last night I could tell your eyes were red by the sound of your voice You don't have a choice But to stay on. Don't take the easy way out Living life without regrets is a skill you'll soon forget Don't take the easy way out You keep them two steps behind you and one step below you So you're always looking down on them Man, that's a self-fulfilling prophecy It don't solve anything Don't take the easy way out And I'm sorry for talking too much.